starinagalaxy:

My sanity is being held together by a bunch of little pills

I’m a big crying mess right now.

I watched the series finale of The Office again (I’ve seen every episode at least 5 times, it’s pretty much the best show on earth) and now I’m crying so much and I have class tomorrow morning and I’m not emotionally ready for life at the moment.

You know what? FUCK MEDICATION SIDE-EFFECTS.

I am so embarrassed that I am missing my third, THIRD, day of school because the side effects of my medication make me feel like the ultimate shit bucket of awful. After almost passing out before class yesterday, and still feeling like a little delicate flower that’s been trampled on by the pharmaceutical reps all over the world I didn’t go to a very important class today. I hate everything and trying to be positive is really out of my reach at the moment.

  • American Kids
  • Kenny Chesney

I love my boys. I’m so lucky to have happened upon the best on earth.

Winter cannot come soon enough.

Life Update:

I’m dealing with some things and I’ve come to realize that the way I talk to and about myself is really unhealthy. I’m over throwing my own pity parties. Negative self-talk is a thing of the past and I will no longer be taking part in it.

Message from Anonymous 1, 25, 33
Answer:

1. First thing you wash in the shower?

If I’m not washing my hair then my face.

25. Would you go sky diving?

Not a chance.

33. Name five facts about yourself.

I dyed my hair blonde, but need to go lighter. I have small cute feet. I can pop my elbows really loudly. I got my first ever cavity at 20 (a couple weeks ago) and am extremely ashamed about it. I’ve been sleeping in until noon everyday for the past two weeks.

These are actually solid questions

  • 1. First thing you wash in the shower?
  • 2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
  • 3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
  • 4. Do you plan outfits?
  • 5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
  • 6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?
  • 7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?
  • 8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
  • 9. Three of your current feelings?
  • 10. What are you craving right now?
  • 11. Turn ons?
  • 12. Turn offs?
  • 13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
  • 14. When was the last time you cried? Why?
  • 15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?
  • 16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?
  • 17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
  • 18. Favorite movie ever?
  • 19. Do you like yourself?
  • 20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
  • 21. Could you handle being in the military?
  • 22. What are you listening to right now?
  • 23. How many countries have you visited?
  • 24. Are your parents strict?
  • 25. Would you go sky diving?
  • 26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
  • 27. Whats on your mind right now?
  • 28. Is there anything you want to say to someone?
  • 29. Have you ever been in a castle?
  • 30. Do you rent movies often?
  • 31. Whats your zodiac sign?
  • 32. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?
  • 33. Name five facts about yourself.
  • 34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?
  • 35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny?
  • 36. Brown or white eggs?
  • 37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
  • 38. Ever been on a train?
  • 39. Ever been in love?
  • 40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?
  • 41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?
  • 42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to become more attractive, would you do it?
  • 43. Whom do you admire and why?
  • 44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?
  • 45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?
  • 46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?
  • 47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?
  • 48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?
  • 50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?
  • 51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?
  • 52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?
  • 53. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to?
  • 54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?
  • 55. If you could live forever, would you want to?
  • 56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?
  • 57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?
  • 58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?
  • 59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?
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